God always separates the real from the fake in his time. I'm learning that everyone isn't for me, and I need to stop mourning dead friendships.
When you get married, you start to lose your single friends. When you get pregnant, you start to lose your childless friends. When you get closer to God, you start to lose your friends who aren't about His business. In the past 2 years I've experienced all of these things.
Progress is a slow, hard process. Sometimes it hurts. It hurts so bad that you cry. It hurts so much that you may start to question yourself. But you must try to refrain from questioning God. He makes no mistakes and He knows what's best for you. He knows who belongs in your circle, and who doesn't deserve to be in your circle.
I know God is about to bless me abundantly. He has removed so many people from my life this year, and the year is only halfway over. I know there's so much more to come and at this point I don't know what to expect. Despite my natural fear of the unknown, I'm trying my best to walk in expectancy. I'm poised for a miracle, a breakthrough, a move of God. I know it's on the way because He keeps blessing me despite myself and despite my circumstances. So I will continue to stand on His promises.
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