It's crazy how you can lose yourself for over 9 years due to your circumstances and unfortunate things that happened in your life. I'm so happy to be back to my old self. I missed the happy, vibrant, silly, exuberant, and confident Shereka.
I don't ever want to lose myself again. The difference between now and when I lost myself, is that now I realize that I have a power on the inside of me that is so much stronger than any force that comes to attack me from the outside.
See in this game of life you must play the cards you've been dealt. If you allow your sorry hand to dictate your game plan, you're screwed.
I refuse to be screwed again, and I refuse to lose my joy again.
I used to be so apprehensive about the unknown and the future, but now I'm ready to step into my destiny. No matter what happens, I know something good will come from my life's work.
Now that the real me is back, I'm actually able to dream again. I have goals again. I want to change the world. I want to advocate for survivors. I want to motivate others. I want to be a true inspiration. I want people to see the God in me. I want to spread Christ's love. Not only do I want to do these things, but I will do these things.
It feels so good to be back and I'm ready to get things started. As the saying goes, watch me work!!
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